I Seriously Don't Have Time for This

Ever have "one of those days"? I usually don't. I usually look beyond the worst and see that there was something good. But, two days ago I had that day. Well, that HALF day to be exact. It came about after reheating coffee to the point of boiling over and subsequently allowing it to boil onto my hand and uncontrollable sobbing. For whatever cosmic reason, this brought to mind all the pressures, stresses and impossibilities in life. Essentially a break down.

Ok so break down is a bit dramatic (and maybe I do have a LITTLE flair for drama at times) but it was a breaking point of some kind. It all just seemed like too much!I'm 24, living at home and spending my days working at the first and only job that came around. I could see myself working to barely pay bills and then dying. Again with the drama.

What do I do with all of this? Out of a random suggestion, here I am. Maybe no one will read it. Maybe everyone will read it. Maybe it'll be like that woman who cooked her way through Julia Child. Or maybe not. No matter what, I know one thing:

I seriously don't have time for this.

But I need it. It might weird me out but I need it.

I promise lighter posts to come!

Good night, internet.